Hari Guru!

So today was fun. It was a bustle early in the morning but it was nice kind of bustle. The thing is, mr. Mahen put me in charge of the class performance for Teacher's Day. Most of form 4S came on Saturday to rehearse. We chose Hey Soul Sister's music and changed the lyrics. The lyrics was mostly done by catherine, hazzique and I. Here's the summary of what happened at Nathashah's:

In th afternoon, everyone else was busy vaining and laughing while I sit on the couch thinking of lyrics and songs to do. Then a couple of hours later they finally calmed down and I found myself sitting beside catherine who was beside hazzique, facing the laptop. So we began to change the lyrics. Blablabla. Proud of our lyrics, eat. Then, tried to sing it. Blablabla. Rest. Some of them went upstairs to do whatnots. I was downstairs admiring ryan's piano playing. "raindrops keep falling in my head.. La la la lalalala..." :D. Then I grew restless so I brought my guitar upstairs to them as though I'm a soldier holding a long gun. Nathashah noticed my seriousness so just like that we started practicing again. Then we moved to the patio cos there was no electricity. Blablabla. Practice til tired. Talk eat talk eat. Go home.

Today we practiced again as much as possible. We took up three periods of lessonsto be prepared. Then cam 12:30. Okay so the form 1 was.. Okay. The second class of form 2 rocked. Form 3, yeahh. And then it's our turn. I thought we did pretty good for starters like myself. Better than my singer-actor-wannabe cousin. Heh. I am actually very proud of our achievement. I feel like hugging each one of them and give lollipops as a sign of gratitude.

The downside of this is that the video taken of us performing is GONE. I don't want to come to a conclusion yet so imma investigate tomorrow. Time to let out my detective side. (maybe, if I rajin)

At the same time, I wonder how my smkkk friends celebrate their teachers day today. Hmm

Anyway, Muchos Gracias to my beloved ohana (F4S) for cooperating. I apologize if I was harsh with you guys in any way. Upon knowing you locos, my heart opened a room for all of you. It's a different kind of love than I had before so I'm glad I know you freaks. Oh sam, please change your mind, don't leave!

Now lets we dance the Paella! Hit it Dom! ;D

is just like

I did a bold move signing up my name on the sign up sheet for Tenby Got Talent. (HSM 1 scene when sharpay signed her name came flashing in my head :P) Sam, Em, Ming and I are a group on this. I decided to enter just to see how far I can go with the help of my friends and for fun. I hope we will do well. And this Monday there will be a Teachers Day celebration. Mr. Mahen put me in charge for class performance. We've decided to sing with guitars as the accompaniment. I hope, this too will go on well.

This week has been a déjà vu or a sort of a flashback week for me. It's weird knowing that a similar situation is repeating itself again.

Lately, I don't feel like blogging anymore because I feel like there's nothing interesting, not secretive and not sensitive to type about. If there is, I would probably forget about it when I'm actually planning to blog about it. I hate it when that happens. Oh well. I'm just a human. If I were to type about my secrets and feelings, it won't be a secret anymore and I don't want anyone to feel sympathy or think that I'm a pathetic wench. (and besides, I have a diary) YES I AM SORT OF OLD FASHIONED. There you go, I let out one of my secrets. (:

Beastly

Today at school there was only ten students in my class present. The absentees, which is a total of eight people, were unwell. I had quite a calm time at school. And yes, I've been longing for it, but I sort of miss the hectic noise. I hope my friends are not in critical condition (though I've heard that one of them has confirmed H1N1 positive) .

I watched E! News Asia just now and they showed a new movie trailer called Beastly. The movie stars Alex Pettyfer (aaaaaaaaa!), Mary-Kate Olsen (oolala) and Vanessa Hudgens (the HSM girl), to name a few. The trailer just took my breath away. The storyline seems interesting so I can't wait for it to be featured in Malaysia.

Aggravation

This week was filled with unsatisfaction and anger. In Tenby, our class was fed up of the yearbook project. It got rejected six times before we did a theme on EARTH. BOOORRRIIINNGGGG. The picture of the Earth is bigger than our faces. Like Sue Anne said, the yearbook is like a textbook. Hmph. What to do. We have to show a "matured" status to the TIS. Oh well.

THE BIG DEAL for me this week is what happened to my friends back in SMKKK. First, the sudden transfer of school by my dear Amalina Radhia. She is a fun person who kutuk people and is very LOUD. But she's a really good friend. Ever since I'm in Tenby, I didn't get to see her. And now she's in boarding school. Lagi lah tak boleh contact. and dah la dia ada banyak kawan. i have to like take a ticket to see her. hahah. well, i think this is all for the better. I hope she will use her time wisely there and be serious in her education and also other activities.

And just this Friday, Hanna got suspended. Why? She hanged out with him OUTSIDE the school. The teachers really are asking for a kick on their fat boobs. Even though I'm not in that school anymore, I'm still acquainted with some of the people in it. And whatever happens to them, especially the close ones, I will feel whatever emotions they are feeling. And the unfortunate thing is that I don't get the chance to be beside them, crying and comforting them like I used to. This makes me feel disappointed in myself.

All of these happenings somehow brings effect to my emotions. And a few of my classmates in Tenby asked about my being quiet. I thought I really shouldn't share it to them so as not to make them feel the burden. And anyway perhaps the majority didn't realise or didn't bother to take notice because they don't care. I think I'm like a shadow which doesn't bring an impact to them even when I'm absent. This is why I don't have many friends. Oh well, who needs a city of friends anyway? But, to be frank, it sucks not to get notice when you meet the same people everyday.